I'm asking you

How long has it been since
You cried yourself to sleep?
How long has it been since
You sat in silence deep?
How long has it been since
You laughed until you ached?
How long has it been since
You made your worst mistake?
How long has it been since
You were crippled with regret?
How long has it been since
You’ve wanted to forget?
How long has it been since
You’ve really enjoyed prayer?
How long has it been since
You’ve thought that life’s unfair?
How long has it been since
You’ve bitched about your day?
How long has it been since
You’ve looked the other way?
How long has it been since
You’ve overflowed with joy?
How long has it been since
You’ve attempted to destroy?

How long will it be until
You see that you have worth?
How long will it be until
You heed your call on earth?
How long will it be until
You let go of your plans?
How long will it be until
You’ll be His feet and hands?
How long will it be until
You listen to her speak?
How long will it be until
You admit that you are weak?
How long will it be until
You crumple and collapse?
How long will it be until
You face up to your relapse?
How long will it be until
You learn to just move on?
How long will it be until
You can’t change what is gone?
How long will it be until
You stand before the King?
How long will it be until
You break the fast and sing?

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Well?